A Cute Poem

I am still working on my adventures of being single, volume two.  haha.  But In the mean time, I found this poem I found to be so cute via Stumbleupon.  Here is the link to the actual website where it was.

And now here is the poem:

Why We Like Girls

The truth is out there.

They will always smell good even if its just shampoo.

The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.

How cute they look when they sleep.

The ease in which they fit into our arms.

The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.

How cute they are when they eat.

The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.

Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side.

The way they look good no matter what they wear.

The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most 

                  beautiful thing on this earth.

How cute they are when they argue.

The way her hand always finds yours.

The way they smile.

The way you feel when you see their name on the call display after you just had a big fight.

The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

The way they kiss when you do something nice for them.

The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".

Actually... just the way they kiss you....

The way they fall into your arms when they cry.

Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.

The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.

Then the way apologize when it does hurt ..(even though we don't admit it!).

The way they say "I miss you".

The way you miss them.

The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her 

anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that 

you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they 

were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, 

traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a

 sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings

 of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a 

thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

I like this font I used above....  And I do not know how to get it so that it didn't double space.  :(  I am sorry about that.  

Oh, I'm single again.

Here is the story of how it came to be:

Enjoy.

things to know before you read:

• I will not refer to the boy by name, he deserves some privacy
• Danielle is my closest girl friend at my current school

 SO Here we go! 

Danielle texts me at 11:59,  “”Not to be a facebook creep but what???”

Why the hell did she text me that? I wonder what the hell is she talking about.  I look on facebook… and see:

[11:56 PM] [The Boy] relationship status is single.

Me: [12:00 AM] what. I don’t know.

Me: [12:00 AM] I just saw this.

Me: [12:00 AM] I dislike this greatly

I begin to type to him, deciding not to become all super clingy and act like this doesn’t really bother me but it clearly does because he was theoretically my boyfriend.

Me: [12:01 AM] ok. so i'm going to be a bit of my crazy self, but whats up with this you being single.

Back to texting Danielle…  [texting will be on the right,  facebook on the left]

Danielle: [12:02]  ”I don’t understand it.. just so random

Me: [12:03 AM] I don’t get it.  He’s not responding

Me: [12:03 AM] Its still there…   [referring to the fact that the boy is still listed as single]

Danielle: [12:04]  It’s pretty immature

The boy keeps typing then he doesn’t send anything.  And I let this go on for a bit let him figure out what he wants to say.

Me: [12:04 AM] He was typing. Now he’s not

Danielle: [12:05]  Hmm

Me: [12:06 AM] I dislike this.  Greatly

Danielle: [12:07]  If its true its dumb

At this point I decide to message him again poking him for an answer

.

Me: [12:07 AM]  soooo...... whats up with this

Me: [12:08] yeah it is. I’ve asked what’s up with this.

Danielle: [12:09]  He at least needs to tell you..

Me: [12:09] He keeps typing and not saying anything

Me: [12:09 AM]  so i don't know if you're just typing and its not going thru, or if you just can't decide what to say

Him: [12:10 AM] Thinking

Danielle: [12:11]  He better say something

Me: [12:09] He said he’s thinking……..

Me: [12:12] that’s not good

Danielle: [12:11]  What does that even mean?

Me: [12:12 AM] about 

Me: [12:12] I don’t know

Him: [12:13 AM] What I'm going to say

Me: [12:13 AM] so, are you trying to break up with me 

Him: [12:14 AM] Not doing a very good job of it

Him: [12:15 AM] I was talking to my thesis advisor earlier and I'm a bit overwhelmed with what I need to do for this project

Me: [12:17 AM] so your answer to that is to break up with me 

Him: [12:17 AM]  Between that and my courses I'm just not going to have a lot of time for anything else

Him: [12:17 AM] I wanted to talk to you about this in person, but I didn't get a chance  

Me: [12:18 AM]  so you had a chance to list it on facebook first while i'm here on chat

Me: [12:18 AM]  really?

Me: [12:18 AM] you couldn't call me

Him: [12:20 AM] I'm sorry, this is not at all how I meant for this to happen

Him: [12:20 AM] I was trying to find a way to say I wanted to talk to you tomorrow

Me: [12:21 AM] whatever. I'm going to bed. Bye. 

Him: [12:21 AM] I'm sorry

After this, I am still talking with Danielle on the phone for a bit.  Then we hang up.  I talk to Mara.  She’s good.  It was so sweet. She offered to come up here and beat him up.  Which is a big thing for her.  Because she hates to drive. Lol.  Then I text Danielle saying I’m going to dress to impress the next day, also the last day of finals.  And we planned on going to the bar.  Which we went to a different bar.  Which he ended up being at.  But it wasn’t too awkward.  Talking to his friend in the hall on the way there was. But that’s another story.  I’ll post about it next.

Back to the story.

I decide to text him, saying what is on my mind.

Me: [12:49 AM] All I can say, is really? ….really??? what the fuck. You know I’m understanding about school shit. And the reason why you used isn’t what really bothers me.  It’s the audacity that you felt the need to post that you’re single before actually breaking up with me.  Do you really hold me in such low regard? I honestly wouldn’t have noticed you posted it for a while. Danielle was nice enough to ask what was going on.  We’re not in 7^th grade anymore. Yet this is what it feels like.  And it really hurts me you didn’t think it to be more prudent to talk to me before making you being single Facebook official.  Is there any other reason besides school?  I would just like to know. What did I do wrong?

Me: [1:15 AM] And since you get my texts, just delayed apparently, let me know  in some form that my long ass text went thru.  Please respect me enough to do that

Him: [10:49 AM] Hey I just got your long text

Him: [11:04 AM] Im sorry you had to find out that through facebook. you need to understand that yo udidnt do anything wrong. You're a nice person, but i realized that now is not the best time for me to be starting a relationship. I had no idea how difficult the upcoming year of classes/ research is going to be for me. Im really sorry about how things went down last night.

Snow Man!

 As the winter months approach, and the snow begins to fall, it's always nice to look at some photo's.  :)

Here is me and my sister, Veronica getting ready to go outside and make a snowman

Such a pretty face  ;)

And here we are again with the base!

Happy Beginning of the snowy season to you!

I'm Happy I Met you. :)

There are so many people I have met that have helped shaped me to become the person I am today.  And for that I am grateful.  :)

But I have a surprise... kinda....  Well for some it might be. 

 But I am no longer single. :)

I am very happy about this.  My Boyfriend is a really nice guy, and I really like him a lot.

Alas, I already have things that annoy me.  But such is life.  He doesn't seem to check his phone, but apparently he is having issues with his network or phone or whatever.  So it's not me.  He isn't ignoring me.  he doesn't think I'm psyco. [yet.] 

It just is weird not being able to talk to someone I like so much whenever the notion pops into my head.  Most others get back to me within a few hours, he doesn't.  But that's with the phone issues.

But I really like him, and if his flaw is that he isn't attached to technology, well good for him.  Props.  Though it is very ironic because he is majoring in Electrical Engineering....  haha.  :)

Until next time!

p.s.  SnapChat is so much fun to communicate with your friends!

finals week

Some articles I found to read.  I like them.  They're thought catalog ones... not surprisingly.  :)

How to be a 20-something.

15 things guarenteed to happen in your 20's

25 things i learned from my 20's