Yay Sunday!

That means that Once Upon a Time is On!!!!!!!!!  Yay!!!!!

it's a freakin awesome show and I love love love love love love watching it!!!!!!!!!  Yay!  :)

Today... was awkward.  And I found out its not my fault I am so awkward.  It's in my blood.

So after church we went to lunch with my grandma and uncle.  Which was fine and all.   I didn't mind it.  It was actually nice cuz we actually talked and stuff.  And wow my grandma knows whats up in the gossip world.  Holy shitters.  Crazyness.

But then they came over later to visit my father.  he was good for like ten minutes  Then he got too tired and went to bed.  You would think they would stay and ask those questions for 10 minutes that people ask not in front of dad that they should.  But they didn't. They stayed for over an hour afterwards. We didn't serve them beverages to help enforce the point that it would be a very brief visit, which is what the terms were.  So awkward.  But Now I know the real root of my superawkwardness! yay!

Well, It's been fun.

I hate waiting!

So I'm playing words with friends.  It's kind of a ridiculous game.  It's scrabble but its so much easier to cheat.

Pretty fun shit.  I like it. For now.

I talked to Holly.  It was nice.  Apparently recruitment is going super awesomely.  yay!  thats just what they needed.

sub-rant

Saying thats what they needed was super hard to say.  Initially i thought it' just what we needed.  :/ Which is sad cuz its not we.  its they.  :(  I also wanted to ask about alumni weekend. 

But we talked about  my dad.  And people are like its hard to go thru.  It must be rough.

Which it is

But look at it this way:     You're carrying around a bookbag, and all of a sudden you have a two huge textbooks added into your pack [when we first found out he had cancer].  yeah initially you notice it and you realize how much it really sucks, but you get used to it and you finally forget about how heavy it is, and instead you're like oh yeah! I have those books in my bag [how i feel now]. 

Yes I do realize it does suck, but I am used to how much it sucks... now

Fun explanation there.

To whom it may concern...

So I have failed at my goal at blogging every day.

Though no one really knows about it.  I've had all of 8 pageviews.

But whatever.  I'm doing this for me.  And I am what matter.  I am #1 priority


Today I helped my friend move out of her apartment and into her house.  It was so awkward.  She initially moved into the apartment with her friend brooke.  Who then became her girlfriend. They planned on living together with a third girl this semester.   But at the last moment Brooke decided she couldn't do it.  So moving today was super awkward.  Cuz you know, all the resentment and shit.

Thats whats up.

Maybe I'll post again later.

We'll see.



I'm posting from my closet.  I kinda like hanging out here.

I feel so cool!


....I'm so lame.  :)

But then again.  You're spending the time to read this!  Guess we're two peas in a pod!

sickkkkkkk

So today stinks.

I've been basically having the flu the past few days.  it's really fun cuz I wake up in the middle of the night, having been peacefully asleep, and then I wake up feeling completely awful, and then I start throwing up.

lovely.

And then all day I feel sick.  The kind of sick where you feel horrible and you feel like you are going to puke, but you know you are not going to.

Lovin' it.

Unexpected Suprises

So I had a class today thats super dumb.

We met in the library, cuz we needed to use the computers.

I didn't even talk to pale boy.  I didn't talk to much of anyone untillllllllllllllll Dennis sat next to me.  He's such an amazing person.  He's cute. and wow.  he's absolutly amazing.

He moved here from New Jersey.  Holy crap.  Just up and moved cuz e didn't like his life.  He goes to school till noon monday thru friday then works from 1-10.  But he loves his job.  Which is good.  Which his job is pretty awesome.  he teaches women to ballroom dance.

He says he did the math once, and its basically 80 dollars an hour.

"I can't believe I ask these women to pay me 7,000 a year to take lessons from me"


holy shit.  how insane is that.

And he's ChemE and likes to talk.  He directly said that he hates it when girls are super fake.  He's such a weird cool guy.  I can't wait to sit and talk with him during my next class.

weird.

lovin' it.

21st Birthdays

So today was the first class of my engineering economics course.  And it was also this childs 21st Birthday.  It was hilarious.  He had already gone out drinking multiple times.  And all during class he kept makeing hilarious comments.  But at the beginning of class we had to fill out these notecards with our name major and email address.  he was told he needed to add a couple more g's to the word and ended up writing "meganigal engineering"  and proceeded to say it multiple times that he's a meganigal engineer.  it was hilarious.

And my teacher.  Oh my gosh.  It's his first time teaching the course.  His name is Levent.  And he wore a bow-tie.

how awesome is this class?

plus its so much more fun cuz he makes it very interactive, and parallels whats actually going on. 

For having such an awful time slot [8-915 at night] it looks like it will be awesome.

Fun Facts!

So I told you in my last post, I would be looking up stuff about feminism.  I've been finding some facts, and i think facts are fun.  :)

• Violence against women is the most common but least punished crime in the world. 
• Between 700K and 4 Million women are forced or sold into prostitution.
• Profits are estimated to be between 7-12 Billion US Dollars a year.
• Globally, any woman between the age of 15 and 44 are more likely to be maimed or die as a result of male violence than thru cancer, malaria, traffic accidents, or war combined
• At least one out of every three women has been beaten, coerced into sex or otherwise abused in her lifetime. Usually the abuser is someone close to her.
• Domestic violence is the largest form of abuse of women worldwide, irrespective of region, culture, ethnicity, education, class, and religion
• more than 2 million girls are genitally mutilated a year.  (1 every 15 seconds)
• Systematic rape is used as a weapon of terror in many of the worlds conflicts.  It is estimated that between 250K and 500K women in Rwanda were raped during the 1994 genocide
• In Afghanistan, women are not allowed to become doctors, and male doctors are not allowed to examine female patients...  that sucks.

Bullseye

So I know that I have a feminist mindset.

I am trying to figure out how or how much into it I want to get.  Cuz I'm all for some of the stuff, but not all.

Figuring out my stance on it is pretty hard.  So much research to do..............  blah.

But its fun research.  I like doing it.  It would just be nicer if the info magically zapped into my head.


A girl can dream can't she?  ;)

This is one of the articles that I recently read.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

So I recently discovered Jenna Marbles

Wow

She is hysterical.  I love watching her. 

I would definitely hang out with her, if given the choice.

Why is she so funny!?!?!?!

Thoughts...GAH

So I've been thinking.

Maybe all the horse shit I say to people about how it is all just Gods plan with my dad... maybe it really was.

Maybe he is makin me live this quieter life [exponentially quieter] to discover myself.  but who knows.

OCD

I hate it when people do an obviously bad job when they do a task.  Like this picture. The only dusted half the beam.  Really?  its a hard task to do as is, and you have to put a considerable amount of effort, like reaching that high.  So there's my rant. 

Yay

So I finished editing the layout... Yay!

So school begins on Tuesday.  yay......

I have yet to tell my roommates that I am moving out/moved out.   #awkward

I'll go write an email...aka a facebook message.

here we go!

So this is a blog...............obviously

I'm trying to create a look I like, and wow who knew that my VBA skills would be semi-helpful.  I tried editing some code, unsuccessfully. So I am creating a layout with bloggers advanced layout thingy.  :)  

But eh.  Might as well share my thoughts instead of keeping them trapped in my head...or else it might explode...haha..

....or for real.... who knows?

Well.  Here goes nothing!  Going to finish editing my layout, then hopefully we'll see where this goes!