Finally my life is going good. Im trying hard in school. it sucks (as it should). I got a job at an engineering company. It is excellent opportunity and it's a great company to be apart of. Don't get me wrong - I am very happy about it. I just don't know why I don't feel happier. I feel kind of empty.
It seems like my life is falling together,finally, and I should be happy. My dad has been having clean scans from his cancer (he had osteosarcoma in his upper jaw). My room is clean. Everyone in my family is doing well. No one is terribly sick. We have had no major incidents, well since my grandma's funeral.
I just feel that I should be happier. I should feel something more.
Am I broken?
My life is falling together finally.
What's wrong with me?
I know this is just a stage. Once I begin my job I hope that it changes. Routine always helps. Plus the sense of accomplishment. It will be awesome. and fun. and good.
