Things About Me

So I like to find these different challenges.  There is a tumblr account called Heck Yeah Tumblr Challenge.  I found this challenge there, and Here is what I chose to make out of it!  :) 

1. Complete this: I am a person who tends to Assume the worst. I always think everything is my fault and automatically think what the worst case scenario is and how to prepare for it.
2. 5 things I like about myself (appearance)
1. My Hair - it is long and brown, and I do my best o keep it healthy
2. My Eyes - they are multi-colored. 
3. My Nails - they can look pretty baller.
4. My hands - they are shaped 'normal' I suppose.  They aren't weird.  and I like 'em
5. My Teeth - After suffering so many years of braces and expander's and such they look pretty good.  :)
3. 10 things I like about myself (personality)
1. Caring
2. sincere
3. Helpful
4. easy-going
5. friendly
6. anxious ...its supposed to be positive Lydia....  keep it together... well mannored
7. logical
8. honest
9. protective
10. trustworthy
4. Complete: On a daily basis I think about what is going on, feel guilty, try to figure out what to do with my life.  Also I try to be happy and think positively. 
5. You won 2 plane tickets. Where would you go and who would you go with - why.
• I would go someplace across the globe and just live it up.  I would probably take Mara because she would embrace it and doesn't have any attachments, and will push me to have fun and do things I otherwise would not have considered
6. 15 things you have on your room - why you have them.
1.  I have 8 of Andy Warhol'spictures framed on my wall.  They are above my bed and I love the quotations.
2. A Bamboo plant.  The residence hall I lived in my sophomore year of college had a dining hall attached to it.  Near the end of the school year they had bamboo plants in these vases.  WEel.  I may have decided to steal one... or two.  One for me and one for Mara. 
3. A glass block filled with sea shells. When we went to kennybunkport, I had collect some chells and i chose to display them in a glass container.  
4. Similarly I have a class jar, for lack of a better word, where i have sand dollars from the same location
5. A cactus plant.  Because they're awesome
6. Two orchid plants... that have no flowers.  I am not doing too well at maintaining their lives. 
7. My paddle from when I joined my sorority, Phi Sigma Rho. I love it, and the friendship and support it has brought me.
8. Dried carnations from my grandmothers flower arrangement  on her casket.
9. A bunch of perfume ad's on my wall.  They look cool when displayed in such a way.  it is also interesting to see how different people advertise the same product.
10. Blank greeting cards.  It is one of the ways I keep in touch with my friends who are far away.  Sometimes going old school is the best way to stay in contact.  It is just so personal, and means a bit more when you receive a letter.  And who doesn't enjoy receiving mail??  
11. Henrick.  He is a stuffed monkey which my friends got me to be there for me when my dad was diagnosed with cancer.  It was so nice and I love having him. 
12. I have books on a bookshelf. [crazy, I know]  The books are the ones I have enjoyed reading.
13. A TV.  I enjoy listening to it while I am doing things.
14. My Clarinet.  :)
15. My Pin collection
7. Complete: I am insecure, but I would like to change it and be more secure with myself and things I try to do.
8. 3 things people don’t know about me.
1.  if a happy, healthy person [on the inside] were to be operating at 100%, I feel like I am finally operating at 60% finally, compared to the 20% I used to operate at a year ago.
2. I have been kicked out of someone's house
3. I am much more open minded than some would initially think.
9. What is the thing you enjoy to do the most? Why?
• smiling.  Smiling is my favorite.  Well.  Being happy and being with friends. That is what I find most enjoyable.
10. Complete: I care more about others than myself.
11. Post a picture of you with 5 facts.  Sorry gang, I don't feel like finding a pic of me at the moment.
12. 1 thing you dislike about you.
•  That I am very anxious.
13. Are you a negative or a positive person - Well, I think of the worst case scenario initially.  And think of how to prepare for it.  Then I hope for the best.  and I share the positive with others. So I am unsure what that defines me as.
14. 20 things you like to do before you die.
15. Do a mini bucket list.  I didn't feel like doing these.  #sorryimnotsorry