Sorry I have been MIA. Life's been happening. Sometimes it feels like too much. but then I think of this story. :)
“Carry Your Cross”
by K.A. Phinney
There
once was a man who was feeling very, very overwhelmed with his life and
his division of burdens. He was consumed by the thoughts that his
burdens were too heavy, too large, and too difficult for him to carry,
and he was very upset with God for giving him a cross that he just
couldn’t possibly bear.
At night, he’d tell God, “God, I can’t
possible carry this cross anymore! My burdens are too much, too heavy,
too large. It’s just too difficult for me, God. And I’m tired.”
And then he would wait and wait, but God just didn’t answer.
So
the next day, the man was grumbling and waiting for his bus on the park
bench when he overheard a woman explaining to her friend that there was
a cross shop that specialized in burden replacement just around the
corner. The man couldn’t believe his ears.
“Finally!” he thought.
“If God doesn’t want to free me from my burdens, then I will.” So off
to the cross shop he trekked, leaving the two chatting woman and the bus
stop behind.
When he entered the shop, a friendly elderly man greeted him.
“Hello, Son. Can I help you?”
“Well,
yes,” the burdened man replied. “This here cross I am carrying is too
much for me to handle. It’s too heavy and too large. I hear you can help
me with replacing it…”
“Well, of course I can. Just turn in your
cross up here at the return counter, and then take a look around to
find a new cross that you feel is just right for you. When you find it,
bring it on up to the check out, and I’ll get you on your way.”
“That’s
all?” the man thought to himself. So he left his cross with the elderly
man and ventured through the aisles of the shop. Here and there, he
would pause to closely examine a cross that caught his eye. One was
flashy but much heavier than his last cross. Others felt lighter but
were much too large, while others were both larger and heavier than the
one he brought in to be rid of. So on and on it went like this until he
noticed a cross hanging on the front wall he hadn’t noticed before.
He
approached the cross and took it down from the wall. Compared to the
others, it seemed lighter and smaller, although he couldn’t be sure. He
inspected it carefully, practiced carrying around the burden in the
shop, and finally determined it would do.
At the counter, the old man watched and waited patiently. “Do you think you found the cross for you?”
“Yes, I think I have. Of all the crosses in your store, I think I can deal with this one best.”
“Are you sure?” the old man asked.
“Why, yes. It’s the only one that seems to fit with what I can handle.”
The
old man gave a knowing nod and smiled. He leaned over the counter and
looked his patron in the eyes. “Son,” he said, “the cross in your hands
now is the very one you came in with.”
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